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I like my body.
It's the honest truth, I like my body. I like the structure of my curves, and where my food goes when I eat it. I like getting stares at the metro, and having people ask if certain parts of my body are real. I like the potential. I like that I know that I'll be even more stunning when I lose these pesky extra pounds I've gained...
I'm at my heaviest. And it's scary.
My best friend and I are tackling it, now. I'm scared, and I sometimes wonder if I can do it, if I'm good enough, but I know I can deep down.
I feel like even though it's the most apparent, my weight is the least of my issues. I have so much going on inside my head. It's so strange to have perfect self image, but shitty self confidence.
I look forward to this journey. My goal is a year of active blogging, at least every few days. Welcome!